Five 18th September-due albums I want to put on your radar. The first is from the amazing beabadoobee. Pylon is shaping up to be an essential release. An artist is never quite given the exposure and celebration she deserves, I hope that her new album creates this space and new interest. Not a tonne of detail around this album, I will bring in a recent(ish) interview instead. Pre-order Pylon, as it is going to be a spectacular album! In March, NYLON spent time with one of our greatest artists:
“I can hear Beatrice Kristi Ilejay Laus, known to the world as beabadoobee, before I can see her. We’re meeting outside the Cat & Mutton pub, on Broadway Market in Hackney, for an afternoon stroll and tea. The sky is light grey, with the sun breaking through the clouds. It’s a welcome change from the dark, rainy skies of the last few days. Bea is laughing with her publicist as they reminisce about taking shots in Eastern Europe; they were in Lithuania last week filming the music video for her new single, “All I Did Was Dream of You”. The 25-year-old, sporting a white puffer and a brown beanie that covers her black-and-blonde mullet, brings out a spliff as she leads me around London Fields. She loves this park, she explains while smoking. She loves London. She loves her cats, Kimchi and Miso, and this other cat she found being chased by a fox the other day, now christened Moo. She loves her boyfriend and collaborator Jake Erland, her friends and family. “I’m loving life right now,” she says.
This wasn’t always the case for Bea, especially not when she began releasing music in 2017. Her first single, “Coffee”, got her signed to Dirty Hit Records and grabbed the attention of depressed and anxious teenagers everywhere (myself included) as she sang, “I promise that one day I’ll feel fine / And I promise that one day I’ll feel all right.” At 18, I would cry while listening to these lyrics, with the firm, melodramatic belief that I would not be able to keep the promises she sang so softly about. “I thought I was born sad,” she tells me as we wait for our drinks to arrive at Market Cafe. “I went to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services) and they were like, ‘You did so many drugs, you’re just permanently sad.’” She can laugh now, but at the time, she thought she had “fucked” herself up, that she was always going to be a sad person. “Not true,” she says with a grin. “Not true.”
Now the Filipina-British artist is a Brit Award nominee with three albums (Fake It Flowers, Beatopia and This Is How Tomorrow Moves) and six EPs under her belt. She has been the supporting act for some of the biggest artists on the planet, including Clairo, the 1975, Taylor Swift, Olivia Rodrigo and Sabrina Carpenter, and after a year without releasing any music, she’s dying to come back. Will we receive something more upbeat this time? “The next album is still pretty sad,” Bea laughs. “But it’s about accepting the sad times and understanding that you have to feel every single fucking feeling. Happiness, sadness, anger – all of it.”
Are you a forgive-and-forget type of person, then?
beabadoobee: Back in the day, I was definitely out for revenge. I was on my Blair Waldorf shit. Nowadays, I don’t have the time. I low-key wish I did. I forgive, but I don’t think I’ll ever forget.
When do you find yourself lying the most?
beabadoobee: When I was younger, I used to lie about being OK a lot. But not so much now. Also, honestly, it’s fun to lie sometimes. I once lied to my Uber driver that I was in a Nine Inch Nails cover band, ’cause why not?
What’s your advice for mending a broken heart?
beabadoobee: Alcohol! [laughs] No – don’t listen to sad songs. People say you should so you can get it all out, but I disagree. When I was going through my first heartbreak, which was intense, I only listened to happy music and I had the best time.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
beabadoobee: Epic.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
beabadoobee: For ages, I was always terrified of being alone, of being away from someone and missing them. It was a massive problem for me on tour. My greatest achievement is realising all of that is necessary. I am grateful I have someone to miss. I feel the most stable I’ve been right now, and all the things that I’ve had to do this year have led me to this point. I don’t feel the need for validation from social media or from other people; I’m completely and passionately focused on my art. I know that things can change and I might feel different tomorrow, but it’s the fact that I can right now accept that I feel OK. I’ve never had that acceptance before”.