Words is a title attached to many songs. I have heard none that stick in the mind as long as yours. Can you tell me how the song came to mind and what it means to you?
That's kind of you to say - and I'm glad it resonated with you on some level.
I didn't name the song until it was finished. I've always liked the idea of starting with a title and fleshing out a song from there, but it doesn't seem to happen that way with me. I often write songs based on a fragment of a feeling I have and that can come from anywhere. I, somehow, turn that feeling into a story in my head, often with characters. It's very emotion-led and, sometimes, it's like I'm being guided rather than actually coming up with ideas.
Words emerged after I was chatting with a friend about relationship experiences and, later, I started to think about how, as adults, we never stop being vulnerable and this can manifest in behaviours in relationships that can make us spiky or negative, when, actually, our heart is saying something else or really, in that moment, just crying out for love. This is also a track about wanting to be enough for someone, flaws and all. ‘Words’ felt like the right title - as it's often hard to find the right ones.
It seems people are already reacting heavily to the track. How important is it seeing those great reviews and positive words?
I'm glad it appears that way!
I'm not sure that's how it feels, to be honest. It can be quite emotionally draining when you're doing your own press as, no matter how much you want to intellectualise the process and separate yourself from the track so as not to take anything too personally - in reality, that is hard. I'm such a sensitive person deep down that sometimes it can feel a bit soul-destroying and like you're shouting into an abyss and no one is listening or cares. At the same time, I have had some amazing support from lovely people and I am so grateful for that.
If you're feeling a little defeated, it feels euphoric when someone takes the time to listen and get back to you with a positive response and there are some really decent, lovely people out there no matter what you might hear about this industry. It's such an honour when you find them and they support you. It isn't the primary motivation, but good reviews help keep you going mentally as well as being a boost musically.
Do you see more material arriving later this year? Is your North London home quite a hive of songwriting activity?
There will be another track in a couple of months-ish, as my aim is to get a regular flow of material happening. I have been the queen of the stop-start approach (not purposefully!) and have had huge gaps between past songs - mainly because I was doing every step from the writing to the press, so it all took ages. I have had a little bit of help with production this time around and it has sped up the process. I hope I can keep some momentum going this time. That's the aim.
When I'm not doing promo with every spare minute, I am writing a lot of the time. I miss it so much at the moment as the past three weeks have been solid admin. I'll get my writing time back very soon though and I can't wait.